Nervous

I’m 3 days away from my period start date and I’m praying this is my month I’ve been having tender heavy and painful boobs for a few days now and also a light pink spotting but as soon as I google things up idk what to think cause google can have different reasons and extra stuff too so I’m waiting but anxious to take one today the app says to take one with the symptoms I’ve been having I’ve had 2 miscarriages 1 in 2021, May and another 2022 May same months both years and I’ve been through a lot of emotional pain for a while I just want to have my lil blessing to hold, love and care for …. I pray we all as ladies find our blessings soon 🫶🏽🙏