l've never made a charity page for anything like this and have never posted on social media asking for any type of help/donations, but truthfully I am in such a drastic time of need, that anything and everything is considered a blessing in my book and I thank everyone in advance for the thoughts and support!

Here goes nothing ..

Everything feels like it's been a constant struggle since the beginning of this pregnancy and in every and all aspects I'm trying my absolute best to be the best mommabear I can be for my baby.

Without getting too much into detail am struggling financially currently, heavily... i am taking any actions I can to try to prepare for my baby's birth.

I'm nearly completly alone in this .. my only support is the father and he has picked up three jobs to help .. but I struggle with bpd and ptsd and si.. him being gone all the time is harder than not having anything ... my separation issues started when I was 16 and lost my mom ... my best friend ..

I'd do anything for her to see me be the kind of mom she was ... didn't have everything I wanted but I had everything I ever needed . I want to be able to give by child both ..

currently we are both couch surfing until we can accumulate enough to move in our own place

also for anyone wondering I did decide to quit

cold turkey this baby is world i've been pregnant 4 times .. all chemical … except this one .

Any help would never be gone unnoticed... We deeply appreciated anything whether it is connections to resources here in Newfoundland or donating baby supplies...

or even anything from the registry.

My email is also here for transfers ...

Please help ...

Bpils4516@gmail.com