We got married in 2018 and started ttc straight away we both dreamed of being parents, I thought it would happen straight away boyy was I wrong 5 years and 2 miscarriages down the line we are both so hurt by the fact it hadn’t happened yet that we don’t even talk about it anymore because he thinks I will get to depressed, I google things in secrets and take tests in secret because I don’t want to get his hopes up. I seen a gyno after my 2nd miscarriage and she suggested my weight (that I put of from depression over ttc) was the issue so I lost 6 stone (80lb) thinking it would help but still nothing, my period came tonight we’ve both led in bed turned from each other crying instead of talking through it, I’m loosing my self and my marriage and I don’t know how to fix it.