Crying after masturbatingg!!

I dont know of this is just me being over emotional but i want to know has masturbating ever made anyone else cry after they cum?? I know it sounds weird but theres been a few times where i have this amazing session when i cum while thinking about someone in my life and the minute im finished i start crying and it happened again tonight. All of a sudden i got super over whelmed and cried because i didnt want to think about ever loosing my boyfriend. In the past its been the same crying because i feel like im gooing to loose someone or that im afraid. Is this normal??