So I write this while still in the heat of the moment. My sister in law just announced the surprise of having their 4th child. Now back to me I have been married almost in May 7 years together for 9 years total. No sign of we’re heading in the right direction with conceiving, we were going to start trying for real once I got to finish with nursing school in July. I’m 31 and he is 39 and I feel like we are being punished, like I’m never going to receive my blessing. I know my emotions are affecting me but I don’t know what to do and maybe some of y’all are in my shoes. How do we continue to stay positive when it seems the world is getting what they want.