First time using a toy with my partner

Ariana

My boyfriend and I used a toy in the bedroom, I’ve never used one at all but my boyfriend wanted me to enjoy myself more, and I don’t if it’s me or something but I didn’t feel that comfortable and I let him know and we stopped but then I began to cry. It didn’t hurt or anything, I just wasn’t feeling it and I thought we would stop and continue like normal but then I start crying and I don’t know why, I didn’t feel normal cause I know a lot of women like toys but idk I guess it’s just not for me, I was wondering if anything else had a similar experience or have an insight into why i could be feeling this way.