Feeling proud of myself💗🫶🏼

For the past few months I have felt like my head was under water. My mental and physical health have been in the gutter, my relationship not doing well. On Monday my partner was ready to leave, it sent me into complete panic mode! I spent the night at my brothers to try and get a grip and realized we have been promising change to each other for months with no actual progress. I told him if he wanted to go then I’d suck it up and figure it out, but that I wasn’t ready to be done and I feel there’s many things we can do to fix what was wrong. We decided to give each other another shot, I don’t know what the outcome will be (we plan to give it our all for the next 4 months when our lease ends then reevaluate) I’m feeling so much better about myself already. I made myself doctors appointments, got myself into therapy, and went to gym for the first time since being in High school!! I’m still scared for what is to come, and feeling a little unsure but also so proud of myself for taking a beat to help me before others. As a people pleaser I know I forget to pay attention to my own needs. I feel confident that even if my partner and I don’t make it that at least I will. I’m strong, beautiful, kind, and above all else smart I forgot that for a while and I’m so excited to get back to being me!!!