Nerves

At 36wks my babes head and abdomen/torso measured 41 +6. I get growth scans in the third trimester due to history of large babies. Yes I know ultrasounds can be wrong but the last one was pretty accurate. My son measured large on the ultrasound and we left him. I ended up with an emergency c section as he didn't fit.

Anyways the doctor said she rarely ever sees babies measuring this far ahead. Due to the risks I'm choosing a repeat c section. I was hoping for a VBAC but I know this is safer for me and babe. I had one vaginal delivery and the recovery was a breeze compared to surgery. I hate that you need to take it so easy for so long.

Looking for advice on how to calm anxiety before surgery and any products you'd recommend for post c section and recovery.