I am six months pp. im struggling with my mental health because as soon as I got pregnant I became so sick. i would throw up everyday and I gained so much weight. My husband started to comment about my weight gain alot and he said he wants to break up. It broke me so much, i was 5 months pregnant. i would cry so much.. my depression caused me to go into labor at just 25 weeks. i stayed at the nicu for 4 months with her. he only came to see her twice. he is now with another woman and im taking care of the baby by myself. im so broken. how can i move on past this? i really want to get up and start working out but my heart hurts. i dont go out much anymore. my daughter is almost 6 months but she looks like a newborn because she was born so early.

i want to redeem myself

i really want too😞