I just found out I’m having twins, it was a shock as I already have four kids, and I’m really freaking out.. I’m only 7 weeks but I’m over thinking and over researching, it’s 3am and my Hearst is racing as I think about the birth, all my kids were born vaginally with no medication, because I’m scared of needles or anything sharp.. so the idea of might needing a c section with twins is really terrifying.. the thought of raising a soon to be 5 year old boy with SPD and a soon to be 3 year old daughter along with twins is scary as well, how are they all gonna fit in a vehicle? My two oldest or 11 and 9, just really need some positive input and stories.. I’m scared as heck but I can’t show my spouse because he’s super happy about it.. I don’t want him to feel like it’s his fault that I feel this way