Plan B

I don’t even know what the point of posting this is, other than to make sure I’m not crazy. My husband and I are going to start trying for a baby later this year, which we both agreed on in terms of timeline. Last night we had sex and it was unprotected, so the obvious next step was taking a Plan B. I had no issue with this, and I was the one who suggested it anyways.

So why am I a little upset about taking it? I know it’s better for us to wait until when we talked about (he’s in the military and deploying at the end of the year so we didn’t want to have a baby around the same time he leaves), but I still feel kind of sad about it. I don’t know what’s going on with me, as it was a completely mutual conversation and decision about timing and taking the pill.

Am I crazy? I’ve never had an issue with the idea of ever having to use Plan B, so I didn’t expect my own reaction.