We’ve been together for 6 years starting from high school so we’re in our 20’s now.. he’s had a few social media slip ups but anything sexual with women or meeting up.. I’ve been knowing this other guy from high school a little longer than him and we’ve always had feelings for each other.. We still see each other from time to time but never have had sex.. for YEARS it’s been on both of our minds.. I’ve always wanted too with him before my now boyfriend but always told the guy no 😭😭😭 What should I do?