hii everyone just wanted to come by here to share something i've been dealing with for a while now and hope someone can give me the answer i'm looking for... rather keep this anonymous.

me and my fiancé have been together for 3 years now , i'm 22 and he is 23. i have a 4 year old daughter from a previous relationship and i've been having really bad baby fever for the longest 🙄. basically, when we began dating i right away knew this was the person for me , he's great to me and my daughter and nothing has changed these past 3 years , he makes an AMAZING stepdad so i can only imagine.. we are right now in the process of buying a home and we said after we bought the house we would start trying for a baby but i don't believe it why?

well because about 1 year ago before we moved out together on our own he said we would start trying a few months into living together but then he said he rather wait until i begin working ( i was already going to start working at a new job the upcoming week) . when i started working he said to give it time until i'm a few months deep into the job to start. sooo that's what i did, THEN he tells me he actually rather wait until we have our OWN home to start trying.

i feel like he is trying to be as ready as possible, but he's let me down so many times that i don't trust his word anymore, i really want to give my daughter a sibling , i want a baby so bad i feel like it's the only missing thing i am so desperately wanting right now.. my heart goes out to all the mamas out there TTC but it also goes out to all the mamas desperately wanting a baby and their hubbys making them wait LOL.

i've sometimes even driven myself to think he doesn't want a baby with me? but then he loves me and my daughter so well it's hard to believe that. i know he's trying to be responsible as possible and ready as possible, he always says how he wants to have it all for whenever we have a baby together but why does he keep pushing it further and further? any other ladies went through the same thing?