I'm so overwhelmed everything in life is just going before me and I'm freaking exhausted I think running around after my 7 month old isn't helping I was supposed to go back to work last month but I couldn't afford childcare so l've become a stay at home mum and it really just doesn't work for me

Everything is about my daughter and I love my daughter SO much don't get me wrong but it's a lot and I don't wanna turn out like my mum I can't do that do my daughter my mum felt like do now she was severely depressed a single teenage mum she's gotten so much better but when I was growing up she would retreat and cry in her room for days and I honestly do feel like doing that but l'm not doing that to my baby can't and I don't have any help I do have a boyfriend but he's not her dad I can't trust him alone with her I can't with anybody

liust feel so alone and overwhelmed I just wanna scream but I can't leave my baby. I just can't.