2nd day....

2nd day post MC .. my bleeding is brownish now... not aure if my bleeding is.normal pattern.had 1 light /medium day and.reat light barely dirty pad. Im.feeling sad and.numb.hate going to work i.get distracted then.back to.the reality that no more lil bean in me. How is it we get so attached and we.connect.so.soon to our baby. Saw.this.and.made me.feel some peace oddly as sad as i.am.i really am.trying to.be positive. I.have history.of depression.and learning to.cope.with a loss like.this.is.hard