Gestational diabetes and fear of eating/snacking

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My numbers are basically always high, I’m eating all the recommended foods and just been started on insulin, which the doctors are adjusting every 3 days. I assume it’ll be a while before my levels are right.

For now, with high levels, I’m terrified to eat and always so hungry. This morning I had one slice of toast with cheese which spiked me to 8.5, I was so hungry after but I felt so guilty having a snack (apple and peanut butter) because I know my levels are already high and it’s going to go up again 😭😭😭