Unsure

I had my daughter in Dec of 2019 at 30 years old after 5 years of infertility. It’s been one hell of a ride with the pandemic and adjusting to being a mom, a business owner, and in my marriage. All the good things and a LOT of hard things. We decided to “see what happens” and stop using condoms. Found out we were pregnant last month and was initially freaked out because it happened so fast! But then fully got on board and was excited. We miscarried a few weeks later my husband and I plan to wait a few cycles and then discuss trying again. And honestly I’m on the fence. Life is great right now. We prioritize our marriage, our independent time, we have great family time…. I hesitate to try again. I’m worried about another MC, I’m worried about having a second and adjusting again, I’m worried I’ll regret not having a second too tho. I feel all over the place. Any advice? Any one been there? Honestly I feel crazy-how can I not be sure in either direction?! And being 34 I feel like I really need to make up my mind pretty soon. It’s a lot of pressure