I know there are other people.here who are experiencing the same. I lost my daughter in 2021 because of Preclamsia. She stayed in NICU for one month and she died. That being said, I am now ready to have a second child but conceiving is tough. I have tried for one month and it did not work out. This is the second month am at 13dpo and I tested and it was a big negative. The anxiety is killing me and I have had symptoms like spoting, metallic taste, fatigue backache. I am exhausted my period is suppose to start tomorrow, I am praying to God that I get another child just to replace the one I lost. I just hope there is a miracle somewhere because I really need it.