Intrusive thoughts

Anyone struggle with bad intrusive thoughts? I was in the car today and the thought of just opening the door and jumping out of the car on the freeway kept running through my mind. Or sometimes I’ll get this urge to just want to take a whole bunch of pills or get in my car and run away from my family. I wouldn’t actually do these things I don’t think but these types of thoughts are getting more and more frequent. I’m 4 months pp.