It’s been 5 months since my miscarriage. My sister and I were about a week apart and she’ll be having her baby shower in few days. One of my friends just found out she was pregnant but neither her or the guy she’s with is ready for a baby so she’s getting an abortion and I just feel like wtf! I have a constant reminder of what I lost and it is making me miserable. It’s heart breaking every month trying and nothing happens but then there’s people who’s getting pregnant on accident! I cried maybe 10 times yesterday just thinking of what could have been and what’s not. I started my period today & I’m hoping this cycle is the one 🤞 Praying for my rainbow baby