Alright personal question

How’s everyone’s downstairs feeling? I setup a doctors appointment for tomorrow (not quite 4 weeks postpartum). I am genuinely freaking out that I may have a prolapse - which is highly likely since I’ve had three babes and this one was my biggest 😩 I’m also still bleeding on and off - bright red. Not a lot but definitely bright red. It also just smells horrendous down there. I change my pad every time I pee, I shower AT LEAST twice a day. Nothing helps. I feel like this has been my hardest recovery so far and I hate not knowing if my vag is normal or not or if I’ve ruined it forever hahaha send help.