TTC in a year but really want to start now
So I’m currently in the process of fixing my life this year. I got a better job. I got medicated for my ADHD and anxiety. And I’m moving to this new apartment complex that has a park, and is right next to the cutest daycare next month. My IUD experience next year and my fiancé and I had no plans on taking it sooner than  necessary. But recently my fiancé confessed that he’s ready to have a baby sooner. And it’s just like a flip of a switch happened and the baby fever started setting in bad. I’m wet and needy all the time. I sneak off to look a baby clothes in the stores. ALL my social media algorithms are just pregnancy videos, maternity photos, mommy tips, and of course BABIES. I’m currently in my masters program and all girls in my program are just talking their families and debating on their 2nd or 3rd kid. It’s gotten to a point where I’m more excited and growing impatient for my own baby than I am my own wedding. I knew I wanted kids, but I never had this feeling of being ready or willing to be a mommy. It’s getting to the point where I’ve gotten sad seeing my last 3 periods. And it’s not like I don’t know I’m sporting an IUD. But I’m getting more upset that it hasn’t been faulty. I know it’s silly, but it just feels like someone just flipped this light switch and it’s consuming all thoughts in my head. My fiancé is really supportive and hasn’t really talked much more about it. The only difference I noticed in his is just that his sex drive is up and he does cum harder, but he’s pretty chill about everything. If I have questions or just need to word vomit all of my anxieties about us having a baby he’s always ready with an answer. He makes me want a baby so bad, but I know this isn’t the year and I just got way too much on my plate already. But my fiancé just has just been making me feel so safe and secure that I wouldn’t mind taking my IUD out sooner. Is this normal? Or is this all in my head?
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