Everything about it…I regret. It’s a waste of money, time, and it’s causing resentment towards family and my fiancé. I wanna crawl in a hole and be left there forever. No one to bitch or complain to me. No one to put me down or make me feel like I’m less than. No one to make me feel insignificant. All alone.

My hard work can be flushed down the toilet. I don’t care for it anymore. I don’t care for anyone anymore.