Feeling the dread again.

5 weeks 2 days pregnant after a partial molar pregnancy in September 2022. Was feeling cool, calm, and collected until yesterday. Last time I was pregnant, so was my SIL. Her sweet babe made it and mine obviously didn’t. Guess what, we’re both pregnant at the same time again. I don’t want to go through all this again, I had a hard time being around them after my loss until their sweet babe was a few months old.

My frer is lighter than it was 48 hours ago but my easy @ home is darker. Can’t get in to see my doctor or do any betas until next week. Hate this feeling. My husband doesn’t understand and my friends are all childless. I feel very alone.