hi, i’m 19 years old, a sophmore in college, and a virgin. i haven’t even had my first kiss yet but i have sent some explicit pictures to a couple of guys.

back in january, i started talking to this guy. he’s cool and really cute, but he’s not looking for a relationship. we’ve only spoken and never met up but he really wanted to. around spring break i stopped talking to him but he messaged me again a couple weeks ago.

he’s currently in a different country, back home for the summer, but i’m seriously considering meeting up with him once school starts up. i wanna get a little physical with him but i’m insecure. i wanna have my first anything with someone i trust and feel comfortable with, but i’m also not sure if that’ll be enough. any advice?

P.S. i’m not entirely sure if i’m in the right group for this but i’m desperate