Venting...

Hi everyone, I wanted to vent here since I don't really have friends. Sad I know... anyways I'm currently pregnant and have a toddler. When I first told my husband he was okay with it, after a couple of weeks he started to change. He started threatening to leave, started saying all I'm good for is to birth kids. He would send me messages cursing at me, just saying terrible things. He even suggested I rethink my decision to have this baby... He finally left and went back to his country. He continued to threaten me, saying if I tried asking him for money I would be sorry. He hasn't reached out to see our toddler, the saddest part is that my toddler has asked to see him. They finally video called a few times, and about a week ago he was supposed to call to see her. And he never called... turns out he has a new gf. He ended up telling me he doesn't see the point in talking to my toddler, he no longer cares because now he has someone. I filed for divorce and had to pay for it because he refused to start the divorce process, because he didn't want to go through a divorce. He doesn't send me any money for my kids, I was left completely alone. There are days I feel sad because I haven't been able to enjoy my pregnancy with everything that I've had to go through... I just pray but some days are hard, I catch myself shedding a tear here and there. I tell myself its the hormones, and just continue to push through. He started posting little hints that he is with someone new on social media to try to hurt me, more than he already has. So I decided to change my phone number and blocked him from everything. Being pregnant is never easy, the last thing you need is for someone to purposely try to hurt you to bring you down. I continue to pray and stay strong for my kids, thank you to anyone who took their time to read my long post.