I was watching an episode of the office. It’s the one where Jim unintentionally broke Pam’s parents up. There’s a part where Pam tells Jim that he was the reason her broke her parents up because he told her dad that he loved Pam so much, about how he felt when she walks in a room, and how he knew without a doubt that she is who he wants to be with for the rest of his life.

My husband has told me that he gets doubts about us being together because he feels I don’t love him. His love language is physical touch and sex is a big thing for him. I had my first baby May 21’ and I just had my second Feb 23’. Our sex life isn’t as often as I guess it should be and so that’s where he gets these feeling because we don’t have sex all the time. He wants it everyday basically. But sex isn’t everything for me. Like I could care less for sex. I never cared growing up and I don’t really care for it now. But watching that episode and hearing what Jim had told his FIL how he feels and never having doubts… it sucks. I have never once thought that I would never not want to be with him or have doubts about our future. Idk what I’m doing wrong. Idk if it’s my Libido…. But I love him so much. But it hurts a lot hearing he gets doubts because of our sex life. I know I can kiss him more, and hug him more, but I’m so over stimulated with my toddler and very needy baby.

Idk how to feel and I don’t want our marriage to end but it just hurts hearing that stuff. Im really just venting and my next therapy appointment is next week and I just needed to get this off my chest. Thankyou for your ears. 🫶🏽