Jealous baby fever

This is kinda just a rant/ getting feelings out

Ever since I was little I wanted my kids to be 2 1/2yrs apart like me n my sister I love that age gap so much, my daughter is now 2 1/2 and still the only child which makes me so sad cause the one thing I wanted since I was little is now gone… I have baby fever extremely bad but my husband isn’t ready for another kid ( our daughter was a surprise and not planned at all) and doesn’t think he’ll be ready for 2-3 yrs which would make her 4-5 1/2yrs old which I think is to big of a age gap..

I see everyone getting pregnant with their second or first baby right now and it makes me so sad cause I would love to be pregnant right now but I’m not gonna force my husband to be ready quicker or rush into anything I want both of us to enjoy the next pregnancy cause it’ll be our last one since we’re stopping at 2 kids.

I know this is a random rant but I just had to get it out because I can’t talk to my husband about it that much cause anything about me hinting or talking about pregnancy freaks him out, and my friends are either done having kids or no where near wanting them yet so they don’t understand ..