Hey Guys, today I’m feeling a little depressed and lonely, my child’s father is not around because he has stuff to so he’s busy but when he’s home it’s a wonderful feeling. I found out a few days ago that I’m having a girl and it’s suppose to be wonderful news, well it is wonderful news. But I feel like I cannot embrace it because I’m more nervous of my 7th month of pregnancy approaching. Last year January 2022 I was 7 months pregnant when I had a miscarriage. I had to deliver a dead baby, they treated me so horrible at the public hospital and when it was over all I could do is cry. Seeing everyone with their baby and mine had pass. So now I think I am in fear I talk to God I beg him please to not let that happen to me again. I know God is by our side But I still can’t shake the depressed feeling and fear. I just ask y’all to please pray for me as I go through this. I’ll be delivering in December. Thank You :) Love you