I wanna cry.

Ever since I got married in the church my maritial life has been horrible. (2 yrs ago) we've been together since 2008. I have prayed so so so much for him and us. I cannot take it anymore. I think I want to separate. But again I know we are now together forever in God's eyes. I don't want to be confemned bc i ended up with someone else as I am only 31. I think I am just going to live by myself for the rest of my life. I need words of encouragement from those people who divorced and are now living happily by yourself.