3 weeks to go 💕😱

I have 3 weeks today until my C-section 😱 I’m so excited but at the same time I’m really nervous, I had an emergency C-section with my son 5 years ago but that all happened so quickly I wasn’t really nervous more upset my birth plans didn’t go how I wanted and just wanted my baby here safe as we almost lost him. But this time it’s a planned C-section I feel more scared and nervous, baby girl is already weighing nearly 7lbs and I’m measuring at 38 weeks instead of 36, I keep thinking I’m going to go in to Labour at any moment but I’m scared to give birth naturally. My C-section recovery with my son was very easy and I was in very little pain but this whole pregnancy has been horrible compared to my sons I just feel like this time I won’t be so lucky to have an easy recovery. Anyone felt like this before or going through it now?