Papsmear

I have a pap coming up which I do desperately need one. However I'm a bit embarrassed because I've gained weight since having kids and because my thighs are thicker they've caused a lot of boils so i have random purple spots all over from them. And I have hemorrhoid that hasn't gone away but doesn't bother me either. So I'm insanely insecure about some random doctor seeing all that. I just need words of encouragement so I'm not going in feeling so down on myself and so embarrassed. Like it's causing me to want to cancel but I know I can't.