After 40 hours of labor turning into a C section my little nugget arrived! She has proven to give a tough baby, really mentally and emotionally trying. The labor and delivery was traumatic (not to plan at all). My little one will not latch at all, to the point where the lactation specialist put her in her top 5 list of difficult latch attempts, forcing my to pump and bottle feed, which is exhausting in its self. No to mention how even though she is still getting breast milk you cannot help but feel inadequate because of not getting a latch. I’m still trying to cope emotionally but I’m so in love with my little one, words cannot express the joy I get with those sweet snuggle moments, hopefully with time things will level out. I just wanted to share a little bit of my experiences to maybe help anyone know they are not alone