Advice please

paige

I’m a single mother that left a toxic relationship. The father of my child has severe anger issues. I can simply park my car wrong and he’ll tell me he wants to hit me in the face with his phone or break my toes. I left him and I moved back home. I’ve been home with my parents for almost 2 years. My daughter is 2. My parents are not the most mature kind parents but they do help me a lot. Lately, my father has been telling me to shut up randomly and saying he feels bad that he has such a weak daughter. Sometimes he has my daughter repeat him to tell me to shut up. He has a lot of problems that are too deep to get into. I don’t have the best relationship with my dad. He reminds me every day in his words how “I messed my life up” and how I’ll “never have what he has”. I think he’s very immature. My mother is sick with lupus. It’s taking a toll on her but she’s also very negative and rude as well. Tonight my father was having an attitude with my child because I let her dad come over to see her. I’ve never been one to have an attitude with a baby because of how I feel toward the parent. My mom is quick to always start fights and arguments but I do think it’s because she’s in so much pain. She called me retarded out of the blue tonight because I asked her to be mature in the way she talks to me. I do feel like I’m a super huge burden on my family. I want to get a job but they tell me no one will watch my daughter. But then they give me a really hard time for not having any money. I feel so stuck and like I’m failing my child. This is a really toxic house. My parents are always fighting, yelling and cursing. I need to get out of here. Does anyone know of any remote work from home jobs? I have been looking on indeed but I can’t find anything I qualify for.