Thank you for preventing my brain from working overtime, and allowing me to sleep for the first time in months, and preventing my chest from feeling tight ALL DAY LONG like it used to.

I’m getting used to you but I would really like to not have to need you some time in the near future. But feeling OKAY for maybe the *first time* for as long as I can remember is such a needed relief. I can BREATHE.

And I didn’t want to start taking you because I wanted to have a second child some time in the near future (and not be on medication).But right now I need to focus on my son having a mentally HEALTHY mom and if that means waiting or not having another child. I would rather my son have a good mom than a sibling and a bad mom who isn’t mentally healthy.

So thank you,

K