Husband wants me to wear a strap on

I don’t have absolutely anybody I can talk about stuff like this freely.

My husband has been begging me to use a strap on on him. I finally did the other day and this entire day has been sending me memes about it. I did not like it. I felt like a dude. Idk how to get over it. He’s always wanting me to do stuff to his butt and it’s just not for me.banybody else in the same situation that can offer advice?