I have had two emergency c sections. I don’t understand why I end up in a c section but I have tried my hardest to avoid them but I want more kids. If I wasn’t so scared of surgery I’d have a handful right now (God willing) how do you get past this fear I’ve had two and I don’t want another surgery! But I want more babies. Does anyone else feel this way? Like the only thing stopping them from growing a large family is the fear of the birth because of the trauma of an emergency C-section? Don’t get me wrong I know it’s not traumatic for everyone but it was for me twice. I know some people can plan a C-section and be fine with it but it was so much mentally on me as well as physically I never come out of one without a long time in the recovery room trying to restore my BP and it’s always very scary.