I’m Done

I sent this text to my “partner” this morning. Since we’ve brought the baby home I’ve been with her EVERY night. If he wakes up in the middle of the night it’ll be because he heard her crying & I’ll run to the bathroom & he’ll just pick her up really fast and give her back to me. I bring it up just now and he catches an attitude and says “I feel like you only say that when you have a bad night” & I tell him I didn’t even have a bad night it was moreso towards the morning time when I became restless but EITHER WAY WHAT DOES IT MATTER IF I HAD A BAD NIGHT OR NOT? SHES NOT JUST MY CHILD. I’m already making plans to leave in January to get my own apartment & separate from him, would I be dramatic to leave?! Idk I just feel like it’s justified because he wanted to have this baby soooo bad then when it comes down to it im changing EVERY diaper and not getting a break barely ever. Im burnt out and he has made me resent him within these 3 weeks. There’s no talking to him, how do you have an attitude because im asking you to lighten the load off of me? I’m on the verge of calling my job back before my 6 weeks is up because I want a break THAT BAD.