Finally getting off birth control after 6 years!

I’ve finally come to the conclusion that I want to get off taking birth control (I’ve been taking the pill) since 2017, I was always hesitant to get on it because I never had heavy periods but at the time of my previous relationship my ex’s mom wanted me on it so I tried and it caused me extreme pain so I stopped it shortly after. Once I got the right dosage I was okay being on BC to prevent pregnancy and I could control when I had a “period”. I am 26 now, and I’m finally ready to get off BC because I feel like I’ve gained a ton of weight since I started in 2017. I’m a bit nervous and excited to see how my body will change and hopefully for the better. Is it just me or do any ladies feel as if BC has masked your feelings/ emotions? That is another big reason I’m choosing to end BC.