42 and Pregnant after MMC in May

Katie

Hi! Im Katie and I just turned 42 Oct 2, found out im pregnant with a rainbow after a MMC/D&C in May '23. I'm honestly scared to death, even though we are tentatively excited. I'm not having a lot of symptoms, so I keep worrying that something is or will be.wrong with the baby/pregnancy again. I'm scared to get too excited or attached, because of what happened last time. Does the fear ever go away? Will I ever be able to truly enjoy this pregnancy, without fear? I just keep praying for the best!