I am really just needing to vent. I am due July 3rd. I suffered a miscarriage in August. I was 11 weeks, but baby stopped growing at 9 weeks.

I have done 3 rounds of blood work, and everything looked great each time. They called to schedule an ultrasound today. It wont be until December 13th, when I will be 11 weeks. Last time, I had an ultrasound at about 7.5 weeks. I was really hoping I would get to go around the same time this time.

I am just going out of my mind with worry!! I am so afraid something is going to happen and we won’t know again. This whole pregnancy has been so stressful so far because my nerves have been going crazy. I thought I was going to feel a little better after getting to see the baby & the heartbeat soon, but that feels like such a long time away now!

How are you guys keeping your mind at ease if you are/were in a similar situation?