Really don’t know if we’re meant to last. In the time we’ve had together I know we were meant to help eachother grow but after having children I just realize how selfish he is. He’s changed a lot in a good way and has helped more but I feel so alone. Neither of us are very happy together. We basically feel like friends who coparent. We’ve lived in separate rooms almost 2 years now. He tries to force “kisses”, and saying he loves me but I have a hard time. I also drifted very far away from his family as they’ve all brought me so much toxicity. I care for him as a person and father of my kids but not sure as a wife🥴 I keep thinking in time it’ll get better but we hardly even see eachother. He works a lot and I stay at home. We never go on dates and hardly enjoy each others company. There’s alot of reasons fueling to this ofcourse. I keep wanting to push through and see if we’ll make it but I don’t know how much longer and if it’s worth it. I’m not exactly miserable or anything. I’m lucky to stay home with my kids and have a house/car/food etc. Is it just a rough phase? Normal after kids? Or failing marriage period? I can’t distinguish 😵‍💫