i think im pregnant..

i don’t know if i’m just being paranoid but i think i’m pregnant and don’t know what to do!! i didn’t have actual sex but there was a lot of making out and rubbing, his semen got on my underwear while i was wearing it.

i’ve been terrified i’m pregnant but tried not to worry since i didn’t have any symptoms yet. my period is usually irregular so i wouldn’t know if it was late or not.

last night when i went to the bathroom i had blood in my discharge (i think that’s spotting?) and i searched up what pregnancy symptoms were to which i literally fainted on the floor because that said it was one of them and i also had a couple other symptoms …

i don’t know what to do. my parents would kill me if they found out.

is there any kind of diy abortion type thing i can do or any websites that send pills for free and discreetly?