BEYOND CONFUSED

My bf and I have been tg for four years. we are 28 and 27. About two months ago, he randomly broke up with me right before we were touring apartments to move in together for the first time. He called me an hour after we broke up to say he regrets it and wants to be with me. there was 100% no one else involved btw. I was heartbroken and so confused and deeply hurt, I still am but I was vulnerable and agreed. we’ve been really good these past weeks, we’ve been our normal selves. we didn’t have any fights in our four years together, we had a very healthy relationship. his reasoning was that he didn’t feel IN love with me anymore, but still loved and cared for me. anyways, we’ve been really good again. I put my hurt aside and just was strong and myself and we’ve been having a great time just like before!

anyways, two months later he’s talking about rings and engagement and how he wants it to be a big surprise… I don’t think it would happen any time soon lol but HUUUH?????!?!?! boy what is going on. like…. we have been moving slow and just focusing on having fun. I still am deeply hurt bc what the hell was that? why tf did he break my heart like that and then regret it immediately? why the fuck did he do that? I feel so confused lmao.