Had a huge crush on the drummer from church

So growing up i had the biggest crush on the drummer !!!! And to top it he was my mom's best friend son . We all use to do everything together . We are now 27 and 30 . This Thanksgiving weekend was AMAZING!!!!!! We met over at Chicago airport to south Dakota , so we ended up being next to eachother my row was empty so he sat with me .we talked it was nice catching up, both our family like every year we celebrate it together lol this year it was at his mom's house we was the last to arrive we ended up getting the best room lol we ended up in the finished up attic room that hes room remodeled 2 summers back . ****************LITTLE FAST FORWARD TO A BIT OF THE GOOD STUFF !!! ****************************************************** Every year we take a group picture his cousin lets call him Dj he was VERY Flirty with me holding me. by my waist , he's never once flirted with me before and ( let's name him Gabe my drummer crush) he noticed it got in between us . FAST FORWARD TO PREPPING STUFF FOR DINNER****** they need to get some last minute stuff his cousin offered and invited me Gabe also said " im coming also " . We went store was packed in which Dj says to me " give me your hand so you dont get lost " in which Gabe says , she's good i got her " and grabs my hand and puts it in his pocket while still holding on to me . ******** BACK HOME********************************************************** Its already like 11pm , he is filling up his air mattress he gave me the bed . ** knocking at the door** his sister is looking for an air mattress for her little one . He offers his so i tell him its ok we can sleep on the same bed no problem whatsoever. ********************************************************its already 1:30am our room started to feel a bit cold . Even tho the heat is blowing like crazy thru the vent . He cuddles me am little spoon now lol !!!! OMG i wiggle close to him and he says " hey babe STOP WIGGLING gonna get my friend up " we laugh we end up falling asleep ************************************************************ now its 4am i wake up to laying on his chest and my hand between his legs HAND ALMOST CUPPING HIM !!!!! I moved my hand so fast and turned away from him . I fall asleep to having mom calling out everyone to wake up it was already 8:30 am music was blasting . Everyone coming out of the rooms like zombies lol . **************************************************************everyone is eating breakfast while others are showering and getting ready . We make eye contact we say goodmorning lol and he sits and my phone buzzes " CALL ME CRAZY BUT I THINK I FELT SOMEONES HAND ON MY DICK LAST NIGHT" . I turned so fucking red lol . He smirks and walks away lol ************************************************************************************************************NOTHING INTRESTING DURING THE MORNING*******************************************************its already like 1 - 2 already his sister saying how hard of a night she had with her little one falling asleep to which he says " yeah i know i ALSO HAD A HARD TIME ask m ( me) so i decided to txt him " i didn't mean to touch you i was asleep i dont even how i ended up laying on your chest from being little spoon " STOP MESSING WITH ME GABE ***********************************************************TO WHAT HE SAYS " am sorry babe im just messing with you , i also noticed how YOU ALSO GET HARD if you catch my drift" ***********************************************************SHIT PHONE DYING TO BE CONTINUED!!!!