I just turned 43 in September. I’m a mother of 6 and was ttc for 5 years. We stopped a year ago because I felt it just wasn’t in the cards. Period was due yesterday and I thought it was right one time cause I had spotting the day before, very light pink and just when I wiped. Then yesterday nothing at all .. took a test and seems positive. Now I’m freaking out because we weren’t even trying we haven’t been trying for a year and this just happened and I’m scared to even get happy about it cause of my age