Hi guys I made it to 5 weeks then started spotting red & my test lines are lighter , so I know I’m miscarrying. Im emotionally & just feel like I messed up something . This is my first miscarriage I have 4 other kids so this is new and emotional to me. I feel so just idk like I messed up or something what did I do wrong . Ugh just needed to vent that . Can’t see a doctor because I live in a small town and they closed all obgyn clinics & hospital except emergency stuff because of budget restrictions. So ladies how do I proceed? My hubbs wants to try again but I don’t even know how to tracc ovulation or when to start trying nothing 😫