Over the past year I have found myself lost. I have been through cancer treatment, surgery and reconstruction. And after all this battle I am just empty, no emotions, no motivation. One area I have noticed is now none existent is the relationship with my 4yr old. She wants nothing to do with me and shows her displeasure with me anytime we are alone. She is no longer interested in any activity with me and at this point I have tried everything and nothing works. How do I explain to my husband this feeling that I have abandoned all feelings of being a mom. I am numb to it all now and desperately seek out being alone now as I feel worthless.