Not sure why I am writing it. May be need to vent. If you don’t feel like reading a sad story on the first day of this year, I request you to leave. Always dreamt about having a family of 4/5. When we first planned about starting a family, had back to back miscarriages. After trying for 9 months when I was about to give up and decided to see fertility specialist, Jan1 2020 decided to take a home pregnancy test for no reason and it was positive again. This time my baby decided to stick and finally became parent of a beautiful baby boy at age 33.

We thought to not try for another child at least for 3 years. Now again at my age 36 as I am trying for my 2nd child, no luck. Not even after trying for 8/9 months. I am seeing fertility specialist and treatment will be started from next month. I really had high hopes and thought may be like last time I will take a test today and who knows, may be it will be positive. This was my last month trying naturally. But it came back negative (used First response). I will start my period on 4th Jan.

After doing so many investigations, they found nothing wrong. So I don’t feel very positive about <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. For some reason I feel nothing will work for me. I am thankful to god for making me a mother of my baby boy. But I really wanted a sibling for him.

If you kindly can pray for me, have positive thoughts or any positive story to share (natural or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> in similar situation) please share and make my day brighter.

Thanks ❤️