Mamas with preeclampsia in their first pregnancy , did you get it again?

We are trying to have another baby. My first is 7. I had severe preeclampsia, specifically postpartum. I was a whole hot mess and it was so traumatizing lol. I am considered chronic hypertensive now as I still take medicine. I know the odds are much better the second time, but I do have a different partner now. I will be followed closely by my OB and a MFM but I am scarreeeddd lol. Just looking for some hope ❤️